SKORTS

SKORTS: skirt-shorts. i bought a new pair of high-waisted skorts, just the other day. And I'm having a major MAJOR problems of pairing it up. I've tried it with my trusty old plain white top, and I'm kinda confused(?)..LOL. well anyway I'm still brainstorming on when and where to wear it. I even bought a navy blue belt to go with it. Talk about desperation..

I've decided to draw inspiration form these:

 

and here's my pair of skorts:

 

and the belt that i bought, for the lone purpose of being paired up with it.

 

goodluck, i hope it doesn't end up being stashed away in the cabinet like some of my clothes, that never get to see sunlight anymore..(lmfao)..=(

xoxo

a love letter..

A LETTER TO THE FUTURE HUSBAND
By Vienna Olga Parce


To my ‘the one’,

I wish you to be the happiest man ever when you married me. I hope you’ve always dreamed of me just like how mother have always dreamed how my husband-to-be would be like. I hope you won’t regret that day you met me, that day when you knew my name, and that day you offered me that first kiss.

My parents’ marriage is not that successful. I’ve always dreamed though that once I grow up, I’d be able to reunite them. I failed. I know they both loved each other, at least then, when they were younger. But to us, I hope we’d love each other until the end. I hope we’d be together through all the good and the bad times. I hope that we two would never be a failure.

Let me be the woman you dreamed to be the mother of your kids, the woman to whom you’ll wake up with, and the woman you’ll be growing old until your last breath.

I am an only child. Pamper me with the care that my mom has always given me. Please pamper our kids too with the love that they deserve. Let us raise them well, together. Let us make them grow like how flowers bloom and how they give fragrance to everyday.

As a kid, I never had a father figure except for my grandfather whom I’ve always adored. Honey, let’s make a deal. Please don’t let our kids be like me. Be always there for them. Be always there for us. Let us together make them feel that we are the best parents alive.

I may embarrass you when sometimes I’d act like a man. Please forgive me for being that way for I’ve always loved to be as strong as a man. I needed that to feel tough. I needed that to endure the days before I met you. I expect you to be stronger than me, to be someone I can lean on, next to Him, next to Him up above.

Let’s send our kids to schools that would hone their talents and skills to the fullest. But let us not pressure them. Let us make them enjoy just like how we’ve been especially during our college years. Let us make them love what they do, and let them love to learn not just in school but also in everyday experiences they spend with people.

I would like to admit this to you. Someday I’d like to be back in my province and live a simple life there. If you would agree, let us build our house there. I don’t like a big house. I just want a big family – a big happy family. You’ll always remember the number. It’s the one that you’ve always laughed about my dreams back then.

Although you might not agree, I’d still be pursuing my childhood dream. I hope this doesn’t freak you out. We will still be together you know. This is also for us. There will always be news and I don’t want to busy myself with a random schedule. It may take time but I’d really want to help the weak, those people who’s been always taken for granted. You know I’ve always wanted doing this. You may still say I am being so idealistic, but someday, you’ll see, I am serious.

My mom has always feared the day that I would leave her for a man. She’s always feared about what my grandparents and her siblings would say about how she raised me. She’s been always afraid that when I grow up, I’d forget about her. She’s been always afraid that when I get to learn and acquire new things, I will be all changed. Let us not make her fail. Tell her how much I love her, always. Please love and take care of her, too. She’d love you, I know.

I’ve always prayed to God that someday I’ll meet you. My mom has always prayed for you, too. You are worth the wait. I am so sure about that. Thanks to Him he made me wait. If not, I may have married the wrong man – that man who’s not as near perfect as you are. I do not regret marrying you, and I wouldn’t surely regret having my kids with you. You make the best part of my life and I hope you’ll always do.

Thanks for everything. When time comes that I may leave before you, please never forget me. Promise me that. That’s the simplest thing I wish from you.

P.S. I love you. :)


Vienna 


it's so nice to fall in love

xoxo

HATE expires....tomorrow

I NOW OFFICIALLY HATE MONDAYS..

along with this i also hate..some *******..ONLY FOR TODAY

this feeling of hatred will officially disappear tomorrow..xD

wishlist: #1. i want a ROLEX

since the christmas season is just a month away, i decided to make my dream wishlist..=)

i started to remember the rolex mayhem days ago at Greenbelt. who would not think of stealing one? it's worth so much, and it doesn't go out of fashion, you can buy one today and it won't look bad, if you wear it in 5 years. IT'S IMMORTAL. well anyway i'd like a pink rolex..anyone care to give me one?

stainless steel with custom pink mop diamond dial and Pave diamond bezel 1.00 Carat total weight.
Model #-16014, Serial #-7 million 1970's.

Retail Price: $5,975.00

stress starts..all over again..

school has started..and for two days..believe me TWO DAYS..and it seems like forever..i already have a extra LONG list of things to do, and stuff TO BUY..darn it.

my head hurts..seriously, from simply choosing which task i have to start. i have 2 journals due tomorrow, a cultural tourism topic due the day after tomorrow. and a "dream wedding" scrapbook, i have to think about.

so apparently, this sem, i might have to 'abstain' from all the 'extra' expenditures. and save up for a 523php book, of which i am still deciding whether to buy or not, and a 2,000php worth of xerox copies, which in my opinion is totally 'impractical'. my professor should consider all the economic recession going on right now, i suggest he upload everything on the internet, of which i am positive he won't do. LOL

good luck to me. i hope i won't be a lost soul right now.
xoxo

i have been dreaming..

it's hot here in da pilipins..at this very moment, I'm apparently all alone, because the people living here apart from me have gone to do their share to make this world a better place. and for me I'm here, stuck at home, with nothing to do, so i've decided to post here at my blog..

school starts in two days, heck, my new sched is really a pain in the ass. I will be utterly forced to wake up at 5 am in the morning to get ready for my 7 am classes, thank God, i have 10 am ones, and all end at 3 pm. my mom loves my new sched, like for Christ's sake, how can you love this sched, its so fucking hard to wake up in the morning let alone cook your own breakfast, because apparently everyone else is asleep. Maybe I'll resort to the INSTANT/POUR HOT WATER-AND EAT AFTER 3 MINUTES kind of foods. But in reality i hate them, the msg, the 'fake' taste, it just makes me barf, the only time i'll eat them is when there's nothing else to eat, i have never craved for the 7 peso pancit canton that we usually buy from the 'stones throw-away' sari sari store.

So this past 2 months of eternal hogging, i have done nothing productive as to say, all i remember doing is going back and forth-back and forth-back and forth from manila to batangas. It all seems so fast. Uhuh..yes but i enjoy these things, stuff like these that make time pass by easily..WHY? Well to tell you plainly, my life sucks..BIG TIME..yes it does, and i will repeat, IT SUCKS. I get so envious sometimes why some girls just have it all..and i have,well,some of what they have..I actually begin to realize, do some people even envy me, or think of the things I have? Does my life matter to them? It kinda sucks to think  that i always count the things which i don't have..simply to over-exaggerate that THEY are better than me..in everything..yes I AM INSECURE. HOPEFULLY, well maybe after graduation, i might a find a new WORLD to live in, and probably start anew, as my life has been torn 2 times to be exact. and leading my own life might just make it better, but as i come to think of it, WILL IT? Oh well..something I've learned, is that NEVER plan ahead, JUST LET THINGS FALL INTO PLACE, it helps when you get surprised once in a while.

3 days ago, me and my friends had a post-halloween partey!! LOL..it was fun, and different, and we talked a lot. Things like the future, boyfriends, love, and other people..LOL..doing this, i kinda miss my old friends back in highschool in OMAN. Yes oman, i miss this place so much, it's like attached to me, well it is, because i was born and raised there, even though for no apparent reason i don't remember a single word in arabic. Yes, the laid-back life, no traffic, friends all over, friendly arabs, funny pakistani accents, and shawarma! One of my goals is to go back there, someday, with a friend, whoever that person might be. Maybe even work there, as for most of my older friends have found their way back there..WILL I TOO? It's kinda lame, that i can't get over the fact that I'm already here, and i hate it here, during highschool and my early days of college, i wished that this was all just a dream, that  i would wake up in my room in OMAN, and everything here is just a dream..just a dream, but ALAS! it isn't, no matter how hard i pinch myself, or blink, I'm living in this, i'm fucking living in this shithole reality. Luckily for me, i have learned to love this place, i have earned friends, and the life of a REAL teenager, because apparently in oman, teens don't get to experience much of what i got to experience here, and i got to become more closer to my relatives, which is somewhat a good thing too. And as i have no choice whatsoever. So im kinda liking it here, but i just wish that i go back to MY homeland which is OMAN and probably have fun back there again, just like the old times. but as of now, i'm stuck here in the motherland, of which is 'da pilipins' and probably just enjoy it here, life is short and i have utterly no choice but to enjoy it......while it lasts..=)

xoxo

THIS IS IT...the final curtain call

(from shockya.com)

i finally saw the michael jackson movie,THIS IS IT..it's more of a documentary-type..i liked how simple and straight forward it was..and most of all i feel the L.O.V.E for Michael. watching this makes you know Michael more. i just realized that he really has a good heart. he doesn't have the 'super-star-syndrome'.

one thing good about him, is that he knows ALL his songs..word by word tempo by tempo. HE KNOWS THEM ALL, well he should, all artists should. well for one thing, he wrote them, and he sang them. but some artists just tend to forget their lyrics, oh well....

another thing, i so love his OUTFITS, balmain jackets here, ray-ban over there..haha..he's such a fashionista..and all the glitters, crotch grabbing, and moon walking just makes me miss michael more..may his soul rest in peace..

xoxo

♥♥♥the genius that is..bob marley

my friend KIM from facebook tagged me in this particular photo..the message is cute..oh how i wish i could feel this way too..*3*

xoxo